Headaches.

Woke up with a screaming one. 9am and I wondered if someone had hit me with a bat during my slumber. 9am and I wondered if I pretended I was in a coma my mom would cancel home schooling. She didn’t as I stubbled down the steps to look at a computer screen I could hardly focus on. I’m suppose to help my little sister learn what she is seeing. To pay attention when I am falling asleep sitting up. I hear another sigh before she starts yelling. My sister doesn’t know how to write out division but I’m not her teacher I hardly passed in my own math classes. My fault she says. It always it. I can’t wake up fast enough, I can’t focus, I can’t teach, I can’t I can’t I can’t. Have you ever just wanted to run away? Get what money you could and pack.